so i feel like i need a time out

i feel like i'm not being true
to me or to you
so i'm taking a time out
to try and figure myself out

do i want lust or love
both can grand and divine
do i want to be loving or loved
it's just i feel wrapped in twine

so i'll leave things be
for some time to be me
and work on the things
i know to be true

i love me and i love you
but for right now it's seems to be confused
sometimes when i sleep
i don't breath right
and i wake up with a start
beating too fast oh my aching heart

so i say onto you
please don't be blue
i'll be there and i'll be true
so that we can enjoy the view