back to apples

so i'm going back to work at the orchard! Yay it may help me get too the things I really want to do

mmmmmmmmmission

i'm a man on a mission

overloaded

my head feels heavy and full of cotton
my heart feels stuffed and overloaded
i thought i knew where i was headed
now i feel dead-ended
so i just wait and see how the rest of the day unfolds

i believe

i believe in magic
i believe in love
i believe in direct communication
i believe in believing
i believe in you
i believe in me
i believe in being human
i believe in freedom
i believe in god/dess
i believe in honesty

but, i still have a hard time in believing in me
go figure